The last days have been one can say a little quee tranquiloos, although one can not avoid saying that it is obvious that all my friends have been a little uncomfortable, I have very clear up Why I suspect something I think is pretty close in some of them is more than clear, they are unhappy with the new chearleaders team that has the school, and unless I'm at. What if I have quite clear is quee Sara is not one of them, basically what bothers her is .... Julian, can not understand and I forgive him and how I can live my life with here normaal.
The situation with Julian and the past seemed to me, was a very hard stage in my life that I had to pasaar but it had passed, and could go ahead without the presence of the iterviniera in the slightest, in fact relationship I have at this time Julian is quite simple, similar to how it was before, clearly marking the difference now is that I do not feel anything, at least not love, and before ...
This came into my head many times, if it is possible that Julian and I can have something new and I think and I think and I'm always at the same point to the same conclusion: it is not possible. For more than I quieraa the damage is done and though I try I can not look at Julian differently than I see now: a guy who took me very well.
my logic may be absurd, but all that happened to me as a syllogism Julian was in my life, with a disastrous conclusion, but real, and if I start something with great fear again to fall and that my life Reconnect somewhat repetitive, and the truth, no longer had the strength to go through that again, maybe another person arrives, maybe not or maybe just have to Esparanza a little more, to me, good things are slow and hopefully someone will find yourself able to trust again, of course, will be more careful in encapricharmee not much but if it's not something you can control ...
This began my journal, I realized that I need something to be able to download my feelings other than a person you want and will probably end up hurting with all my emotional problems, but suffered from nunguno now, I wanted something just for me private, that only I could open and close whenever you want. Today
had started a new semestree and after this one would stay a year to graduate and go to college, everything has gone very fast for a year and a half with all that asuntoo ...
The dream began to inbadir at that time and I fall asleep very fast, only had to wait to see what would happen tomorrow ...
already see!
already know this I have told many vecees, but esqueee truth I have not had the time to publish the post again and indeed I have been sooo busy with this whole school, but hey, better late than nuncaaa I hope you like this post, but slightly cortoo in Meliza express their thoughts. Can see that in this chapter to and some new things, and because this post is something like an initiation for something that is more adelantee, and been thinking a lot about how the story could be more exciting and growing and I think I found the Manner, I just need your support so that the blog continues to grow, for now I leave this y. .. if you read the previous post will realize the reasons why I have not posted very often, but I promise to do everything I can to not be late with both the chapters of the historiae, also I wanted to apologize because I said that would change the book of the month and I did not, but do not know what to put esque, I have not decided yet, so if you have sugernecia puees the mail and write me ... that's all poor today the only thing new is the semanaa sentence, and after them will book this month in Besos
until the next chap!!
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