I went home very quiet, having clarified the cituacion with Julian, and having spoken with me down the account hiso that all he had feared for so long, the break down and not being able to compose myself to see it again, and desperately ask again, that's not going to happen, because the best solution for this was to speak, and for that I knew that there was no way out because one day have to clarify things, and had to draw strength from somewhere to meet it, and that time had passed and I had left on the best possible way, all my fears were behind at the moment I realized that I was banned from having had so much pain this in the past and to see him one more time would only be a blip that presisamente hiso that much pain this one was something that had to do and that I knew had to happen someday, of course not think it was so fast up Why ... indeed was not ready. But seeing so clearly the moment that just passed hiso me realizing that I could not stop pass this opportunity to clarify our relationship and get me all the fears that had been. It may have been too hard on him, but was it necessary, I could not let the sweetener ear again and that I probably fall again, so was because I had a best intention to continue a relationship that had remained in the past, I no longer wanted anything to do with it, because you can not return to love a person who has been hurt, at least I can not, I can see with the same eyes as before, only as a friend or acquaintance more I see at school from time to time, because all those nice feelings that he lived with had vanished from my memory, though I remember well that I was happy ... but do not remember how it feels. IL after all things happen for a reason, and if Julian was not to return is not advisable because they may follow him together, as life goes, we must confront and overcome obstacles, and that was what he had done , overcome my biggest obstacle, which prevented me to continue my life quietly. I also realized that all he had thought was wrong, because if I was wrong. I thought that after he left would have to start again, but it was not so, to overcome this obstacle I have to continue, not start again. Everything we live and let live is part of our lives, we can not forget the bad things because these things make you stronger to continue.
What happened to Julian was an experience I am not saying to stop wanting it, still feel something towards him, not like before, but I want ... and all that tells me to listen and because it was against their will and does not make sense, because to know the causes of our separation can make the biggest rift between us and the pain may return. I take what happened with Julian as an experience, but with maturity. I will not stop talking for that, everyone makes mistakes, and my life like Julian and both should continue to present difficulties to us as it grows as people but we must face and overcome. Segui
thinking about this in the darkness of my room, each coming to a conclusion I felt proud of myself because I realized that I had almost completely passed and all the darkness of my past only to part of my past life.
Like tomorrow was Monday again, maybe Julian was there, maybe not but whatever happens I will face as you can ...
NOT desamino !----------------
Well here is another chapter, I wrote here just Melissa's thoughts, what she thinks about everything that has occurred since Julian was and as it has been overcome. Some may think this looks like a quee Final in regard to the relationship between Julian & Melissa, but it is not so ... Meliza chapter that follows will take her to many surprises regarding what I thought, so not deaminated, just that it seemed to me important to show how Melissa felt after all the fuss about the arrival of Julian again. Hope you like the chapter. Today I have news for you, just as in Siempree, which is the most recommended book of the month again and I hope you like muuuchoo. Well that's it, write me at mail if you have any Suggestion, or leave comments
Kisses and to the next chapter!
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