I went home very quiet, having clarified the cituacion with Julian, and having spoken with me down the account hiso that all he had feared for so long, the break down and not being able to compose myself to see it again, and desperately ask again, that's not going to happen, because the best solution for this was to speak, and for that I knew that there was no way out because one day have to clarify things, and had to draw strength from somewhere to meet it, and that time had passed and I had left on the best possible way, all my fears were behind at the moment I realized that I was banned from having had so much pain this in the past and to see him one more time would only be a blip that presisamente hiso that much pain this one was something that had to do and that I knew had to happen someday, of course not think it was so fast up Why ... indeed was not ready. But seeing so clearly the moment that just passed hiso me realizing that I could not stop pass this opportunity to clarify our relationship and get me all the fears that had been. It may have been too hard on him, but was it necessary, I could not let the sweetener ear again and that I probably fall again, so was because I had a best intention to continue a relationship that had remained in the past, I no longer wanted anything to do with it, because you can not return to love a person who has been hurt, at least I can not, I can see with the same eyes as before, only as a friend or acquaintance more I see at school from time to time, because all those nice feelings that he lived with had vanished from my memory, though I remember well that I was happy ... but do not remember how it feels. IL after all things happen for a reason, and if Julian was not to return is not advisable because they may follow him together, as life goes, we must confront and overcome obstacles, and that was what he had done , overcome my biggest obstacle, which prevented me to continue my life quietly. I also realized that all he had thought was wrong, because if I was wrong. I thought that after he left would have to start again, but it was not so, to overcome this obstacle I have to continue, not start again. Everything we live and let live is part of our lives, we can not forget the bad things because these things make you stronger to continue. What happened to Julian was an experience I am not saying to stop wanting it, still feel something towards him, not like before, but I want ... and all that tells me to listen and because it was against their will and does not make sense, because to know the causes of our separation can make the biggest rift between us and the pain may return. I take what happened with Julian as an experience, but with maturity. I will not stop talking for that, everyone makes mistakes, and my life like Julian and both should continue to present difficulties to us as it grows as people but we must face and overcome. Segui
thinking about this in the darkness of my room, each coming to a conclusion I felt proud of myself because I realized that I had almost completely passed and all the darkness of my past only to part of my past life. Like tomorrow was Monday again, maybe Julian was there, maybe not but whatever happens I will face as you can ...
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Well here is another chapter, I wrote here just Melissa's thoughts, what she thinks about everything that has occurred since Julian was and as it has been overcome. Some may think this looks like a quee Final in regard to the relationship between Julian & Melissa, but it is not so ... Meliza chapter that follows will take her to many surprises regarding what I thought, so not deaminated, just that it seemed to me important to show how Melissa felt after all the fuss about the arrival of Julian again. Hope you like the chapter. Today I have news for you, just as in Siempree, which is the most recommended book of the month again and I hope you like muuuchoo. Well that's it, write me at mail if you have any Suggestion, or leave comments Kisses and to the next chapter!
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the end we decided to go to a cafeteria and none of us had wanted to have dinner yet, we sit at a table that was available and we ask our order. All we ask for a coffee or cappuccino less sofia who requested a natural juice. We were silent for a long time before a talk he gave him Jorge
- Well and we are going to do? - do not know, I came almost forced "I said as she took another sip of my coffee - uuy that entreaty," Julian said referring to me, but I ignore - aay amargadooos Chicoa but, let's talk something, right? or would have preferred to stay home today? - no answer to that but when he saw our faces sofia could understand that maybe if they preferred not to be there. - Well you told me you'd have a more civilized conversation right? as we speak, "said Julian again addressing my - is well spoken - - and can I say? - - do not know, you're the a statement insisting that escuchee you and I'm listening, speaking - - Ehhhh but here no- - then where? - - Ehh Jorgee?? - In that he understood the hint jorge leave us alone and he and Sofia went to another table - are gone now, "I hear you playing down and concentrate on my coffee - Well, really ... I want to explain up Why ... I was so - suspiree hooondo, really did not want to hear another of its versions, and that was arta - Watch Julian, I do not want explanations, yes? I know you had your motivoos and ... that already happened because it was for more than 6 months and I quee must quit in the past, it is better for both of - I do not think that is the best, I love esque- explain - but I do not want hear what you say, is encerioo, look at me and I almost completely recuperadoo whether and to be here talking to you is a great effort for me not to fall apart at the moment, is encerio not want to hear more of the subject, I am .. . willing to forget everything- - quee? everything? that's it? - - you know ... However, when we were dating, the ... note in my locker, the past six months were like hell for me ... All- - But up Why? - - I told you, I do not want to suffer more with the memory and I do not think it was something ... Well, that hurts me, understand- - okay, I hope that one day let me tell you my version of history and we have a ... friendship or something, - not if I can be Consider just a friend, if you like - okay - - if- We were silent a long time afterwards, thinking about what just said, or at least if I was doing, I started thinking about possible reactions to their "version of history" and did not like anything you get to dedusir. - Meliza, okay, everything will be as you want and if you ever want to hear I'll tell you, the only thing I'm saying now esque, still love you and I went because I wanted at the time ...- interrupted him - if Julian's why I have said many times, it was not because you wanted to, but I did, and you can not go back and do something different, you did and ... and you can not do nothing to heal the wounds of the past, done is done, not beat yourself up for some explanations because they do not need, forget it is best ..- - every time you say that make me feel more cumpable- - you should not be, " - if Meliza, if I should because .. are not the same person since I left- - I wonder why know - I said sarcastically - accurate, I keep thinking that you have become so because of me, so I sent you .. Do not try to deny it because it is so, you've become a person maas ... sad, that is, you do not look as happy as ever Lusia before - - Julian I will not deny anything, is truly the bad pass, and as if, practice makes perfect, right? - do you think our relationship was a mistake? - no, but I do believe it was a mistake so infatuated with you and watch over, I was very silly - I have no answer to that, " you look into his eyes for a moment and stared me note that I felt guilt for what happened, but I do not queriaa anyone feel guilty for what was my error, so try not to be feel so guilty - Look this is not your fault, everything happened by my fault, if I had known my feelings control your game may not have given me so hard. - no you're right, I ...- - of course if I'm right, the principii had many warnings about not taking things so encerio and so fast, yet I did, you just ... you did what did you think ... best- - but I hate to see you so, sooo unhappy- - esque when it emerged from all this the more in consiencia and I was more aware of reality, nothing will happen presisamente as we want, and woe to face- - Meliza no, no, I came to fix everything, I see the Meliza of emanoree me, I want to see who was always with a smile on his face and looked the best of each cituacion- - Sorry Julian, but ... That is no longer possible ...
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